So I wanted to give an explanation for my lack of new videos. I’ve been suffering from some side pain for a little over a year now and I’ve been doing numerous tests. I honestly think the pain is from the strain all this weight has on my body since I’m normally so small. I was the girl with the 25inch waist, no love handles, no cellulite, and absolutely no stretch marks. I was 5’3 and 110lbs and now I’m still 5’3, but around 160lbs. I don’t own a scale so I wouldn’t know exactly. I’ve made video of my journey from skinny to fat and now that I have all my older videos uploaded, it’s time to start making newer videos regularly. Even my older vids were spaced apart over a period of 8 months or so. Anyway, back to the pain problem. My doctor thinks I have IBS, irritable bowel syndrome. I don’t know if this is the case because there is no way for an exact diagnosis, only symptoms and if treating me for other problems isn’t working, the next answer would be this.

Yes, this is kind of personal, but I wanted to let everyone know why I hadn’t made many vids and also to tell people that this is another reason I don’t work outside of my house. I have enjoyed making vids since I was 17, and now I’m 21 and not much has changed except the extra 50lbs. People may argue this isn’t a “real” job…but define job for me. If it generates “real” money, why should it matter as long as I’m happy and my fans are happy. People may argue that this is trashy and vulgar or that I have no self-respect or self-esteem, but even if that was the case, which it isn’t, why should it matter what I do? How does what I do affect them? Please understand that if I offend you or if you don’t agree with what I do, then just go past it. Don’t linger around and waste your time telling me. The truth is, most people probably don’t know me nor my situation, so their negative opinions on what I do with my life or my body is not valid to me.

I do consider myself to be a people pleaser, but I can’t make everyone happy. In the end it’s about me and mine and I can’t always please you and your‘s, but I do try to be positive and see the upside of things in negative situations. I feel for every moment you’re in a bad mood is a moment of joy you‘re missing out on. I invite you, my fans, my friends…everyone to come along on this journey where I explore fantasies and discover the real me. And thank you to all my supporters out there. I’m doing this for you. What’s a cam girl without her fans just like what’s a leader without his follows? Yes, I do plan on writing a book with a lot more added plus parts from my blog. I’ll let you know whenever I finish and get it published. Visit me at pinksugar.c4slive.com for hot and fresh (like mcdonalds) content. xoxo tori